COMPUTE THROUGH STRIFE

my mind bent and half broke heavy pain in every word I spoke so many pushes forward only to be revoked The air runs thin. is it from being choked? my life now lies in a slippery slope and that time kicks by like a skipping rope now the thoughts of losing rhythm strict focus on my children. what kind of life will I give them When I cross the finishline where they see me snip that ribbon Time will tell that's a given day on track keeping rhythm The rope won't trip me if I just stay driven, discipline defined by fact The plan forward can't be slacked yet. every movement must be tracked every dollar in the rack foundation solid which now is cracked. beginning to build a second chance should it take a leap? try to advance 
and there I query in the corner. tried to speak out yet. still alone as I learned the skill and design my clone and design not broken or alone when free to build and take my words and stand confident with the herds, The social beings in computing crowds gather around as these words sing loud, therapy and simple tunes, this computing begins to repair my ruins with this tool and a ruined brain ideas fly and start to rain Storm full of random clatter ideas arranged now useful matter now my game has a healthy batter contacts hitting Base by base. I continue on a steady pace my batter hitting a 500 average Wins across the board considered Savage on my side he fights for gain from deadly lightning comes healthy rain. it's all new things begin to grow. there's a light of the tunnel that begins to show. sometimes you need to take a chance step out of the box. let your fears dance. take things in life which you see is struggle you don't take one win you make a double! find your path way out of trouble don't be loud. keep it subtle like a phoenix rise up through the rubble with so much pain my eyes stayed open. my heart had hurt but wasn't broken I chose to fall forward where new doors opened my tech skills scale an upward slope Revolution slow on that skipping