NEW GROWTH

doesn't make sense. I'm always leaning on the fence how I would die for a moment my child but then I hide in their defense or nah, what is it? truly, I despise the way I greet my children in the morning at sunrise. my heart is full of love. my love is always there but the thought of disappointing them for this, I'll try to spare engaging their in their ways she'll earn me utmost praise from the children that look up to me as I'm counting down my days of opportunity that slips away still folding hands and praying that moment always stays is they look into my eyes and see Daddy guide. the way your heart will double eyes will leak as we walk hand in hand with Grace down the road. their happiness alone with me and solitary space giddy up! cowboy get on with your day. don't disappoint your daddy. I'll be waiting here to play looking back at the numbers of the years I had that day on my daddy walked me to down the road me. wishing he would stay thoughts of future memories of past engulfed in recursive thoughts will speed the time to pass the future cutting in like razor blades of grass. quick to grow so fresh and clean. beautiful and dear and just just as we get to know The smell it Browns and disappears falls just arrived in the future. another year that's why as a father I don't shed i bleed a tear I bleed because this tears something that I would never wish would come for the time with my children It's so important. well they're young boy. it seems so hard to pick my ass up off the ground to show them that the future is welcome that's so much joy is to be found. I hesitate sit silent condition is what I fear. I never look at them and say this. that's why I bleed it's here tear that hurts with every drop in every drip The one thing we love drifts away so pick your ass up off the ground. wipe the dirt pawn your jeans and listen for the sound as in the morning. the sweet voice of our children will ReSound don't sit and wonder why these children continue trying. just think