CATCH MY DRIFT

Breaking Free from the chains. I hope my happiness still remains and all you do is try to help others by sacrificing selfish pride, switching up your lanes making right of all my wrongs and retracting all my blames drying up the water and sparking up new flames today I clear the smoke which blinds? My nervous eyes today will be the day that I truly see the skies, distance now seen between others and my needs swept away is the space where woman darkness feeds? 
What was thought  up to be Joy forced me as a boy kindness bled to others used as a decoy ,
The blisters on my hands. This skin shed for another. All my focus placed in a corner and my head under a cover, reliant on piece of Grace brought upon this act but the consequences of the action was always locked but now it's cracked, seeing day day now. Clear eyes. The picture taken to my surprise time now. Ticking my offspring grow every moment I watched them grow naivety the result, I watched it flow from a distant frames my new mindset stowed three steps forward. No steps back procurement tight with not one crack I let the posture of my past flow in my mind yet push it past. I do not dwell. I will not try. I will not render Time through burning eyes. I left the smoke settle low and there's their hands held out as I say no, the hardest part for a caring heart but helping others from what I must part for where? It's not sweet but rather tart recursive thoughts of my fresh start time shall not be wasted away spent with my kin not a waste of day. The strength from God that I was given for ever thankful. A new man has risen a phoenix fresh with no new asses notes set aside to prevent new clashes for the time will come where hands reach out with open Palm and Stark demands with now. Clean air my eyes see clearly. Always refuse these hands. Sincerely, embrace time spent alone and purely, Time spent with uncle Neo helps me see clearly God bless his kind. I miss him dearly from a
Farmer sincerely,